Alright! Time to get this blog back on track. Lets start by posting some digitals, that’s been a while. I really have a strange relationship with digital ever since I started shooting film. As I said before, it’s so clean, perfect – too perfect. Film just feels more ‘real’ to me. As if it is more capable of capturing true emotion.
But I admit: this may also have to do with how my shooting style changes. When I shoot film, I take it slowly, look down in the camera from a distance, try and get everything perfect – composition, light, the model’s pose and expression; while with digital I shoot more rapidly, trying to catch the perfect moment as it passes by. A film shot is more controlled, more thought over, but also more intense and perhaps therefor harder on the model because it takes a while before I ‘make’ the shot.
And perhaps that is it. I ‘make’ film photos, and I ‘take’ digitals. Sometimes digital can catch a moment I couldn’t have gotten on film. Just the littlest smile, a sudden glisten in the eyes – I could miss all these things looking down into the focussing screen of the mamiya trying to fix the composition. You cannot recreate these little moments. They float by and if you don’t grab them, they’re gone forever.
But both film and digital have their own moments. The trick is learning from their differences and trying to balance taking and making in order to create ‘le moment suprême’. The one split second we’re all waiting for. For everything to just fall into place.
Anyway, that’s enough rambling for tonight. I have a feeling this probably won’t make any sense anymore in the morning so… Here are some photos of Charlotte to wish you goodnight.
Model: Charlotte @ Jill Models
MUA: Kathleen Van Walle
© Els Vanopstal